When someone who used to be your friend suddenly takes the opportunity to, in the most discreet way, make you feel below them. With an audience. Really? Do you get off on that? Does that make you happy? Are you sitting there now feeling all mighty and accomplished? Do you care if you hurt my feelings anymore or is that passed us? Because I respect you more than that and I feel like I deserve the same respect, but you know what if you honestly think you’re better than me then so be it.
I hate annoying horny boys.
I hate when your friend is being a bad friend.
And I hate that people don’t care about anyone else besides themselves.
Whenever I’m on the plane about to take off from Maui i get a glimpse of all the beauty it has to offer and I get a little sad inside. Not in a bad way but just enough to remind me of how much I really do love my home. Maui, when I come back I’m going to enjoy every bit of being there.
So I’m trying, I’m trying really hard to solve or at least come to an understanding with these problems. I want to look forward to coming home when I’m away. I want to miss this place. I want to be able to appreciate everything that its offered me growing up and not hold onto what it didn’t. I’m not sure how long it may take for me to get to that point with everything that’s still happening but I promise that I’m trying to change it.